I think I need to have my antidepressant dosage increased. I’ve been feeling really blue lately.
I’m just really tired of feeling bad about myself and being alone.
I’ve tried really hard to be a happy person, and have almost succeeded a time or two, but it doesn’t seem to help me to find someone, not like I expect them to cure me of being Debbie Downer, but maybe it would take the edge off?
I don’t know, I guess I just need to get used to it, but I’ve really been craving some sort of physical connection/affection lately. I’m not really a touchy feely person, but it would be so nice to get the occasional hug or kiss.
Ugh, I’m just tired of feeling bad about myself and everything I do and not feeling good enough for anyone or anything.